so the screen test went great. apart from being nervous out of my mind because i had two absolutely drop dead gorgeous guys rehearsing their scripts next to me, i did my best and i think i had it down.

i’m anxious to know if i did enough to make the cut. boy oh boy, i hope i get a call back! 

i am absolutely nervous about the screen test this afternoon. i haven’t done this kinda thing in a real long time, i think i forgot how to be media confident. 

truth be told, i’m pretty much expecting i won’t get it.

how tired am i! my body feels completely deprived of rest and it feels like age is catching on which if you ask my 64 year old father, who works about twelve hours a day, is pretty ridiculous considering my 22nd birthday is looming next month.

september is approaching, yay! 

woops. it seems i didn’t read the instructions on the medical chit. i was supposed to take one painkiller thrice a day.

i’ve been taking two. no wonder i thought the pharmacist made a mistake shortchanging my prescription!

sometimes time plays tricks on you, especially when you’re ill.

i slept from noon last night, effectively until about five in the evening when i woke up hungry and ate before medicating again. the painkillers rock by the way, puts you right in the mood for slumber and after watching an episode and a half of Secret Diaries of a Call Girl, i slept at about midnight.

i slept soundly for hours and hours to my favourite easy listening itunes playlist and woke up very well rested much later.

or at least that’s what it felt like.

when i first opened my eyes i thought it was the last few moments of peaceful night prior to dawn. but no, it is indeed 0232hrs. i’d only slept less than three hours! now the headache’s back and i think it’s time to medicate again but this time i want to milk it for the couple hours more of which i was cheated.

i’m going through tv serial episodes like a high powered vacuum. streaming videos are the best thing since sliced bread! i’ve practically devoured all available episodes of How I Met Your Mother and Weeds, and i’m going to storm through Secret Diaries of a Call Girl, Grey’s Anatomy and One Tree Hill very likely in little over a week from now. i am pretty bummed though that Moment of Truth can only be streamed in the u.s. i’m never home on wednesday nights at 2200hrs to catch the unravelling of chaos in the lives of the financially desperate selling out their deepest dirtiest secrets and do i love secrets!

god knows the secrets that i withhold cannot be matched any price whatsoever and are definitely coming with me to my grave, hence why i call them grave secrets - six feet deep.

i can’t wait to catch 4bia in the cinemas. unfortunately for me they didn’t cast ananda everingham.